Why do I paint ?

Because sometimes words stop at the edge of the heart
and do not dare to go any further.

Because there is a silence that is not emptiness,
but a beginning.

I paint when I feel a light gathering inside me
that does not ask to be defined,
only to be opened.

I do not begin with a subject.
I do not search for a story to illustrate.
Not even for a clear form.

At first, there is color.
Or perhaps more truthfully,
color finds me.

It chooses me in a pulsing shade,
in a red that breathes,
in a blue that withdraws and returns
like a tide.

Between intention and surrender
there is a pendulum.
One step forward, one step back.
A decision, and then the consent to let things happen.

I control and I release.
I guide and I allow myself to be guided.

From this irresistible play of colors
ideas are born —
not as statements,
but as suggestions.

I refuse the figurative concrete
when it closes meaning too quickly.
I prefer gestures just emerging,
forms that do not fully decide,
spaces that remain open.

I do not transmit messages.
I transmit states of being.

A vibration.
A gentle unrest.
A sense of wonder.

My works do not seek certainties.
They do not offer answers.
They remain in fragile territories —
where emotion has no fixed contour,
where the viewer completes what I only begin.

Perhaps this is why I paint:
to remain in this state of searching
where nothing is final,
yet everything is alive.

And perhaps the simplest truth is this:
I do not choose the forms,
I do not decide the themes.

It is the colors that choose me.

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